Don`t Accuse Me

When my day turns to gray
On my way but I had to stay
Behind the curtain time stand still
Burned out of energy - a loss of will
 
Something tells me I had to go
Yes I know but my feet won’t go
Fear is the name of the monster out there
A witchdoctor in my ear
 
Don’t accuse me
Don’t leave me here in doubt
I got some good good reason
To take the easy way out
 
All these intruders
Voices down my phone
Like buy n` sell  day traders
Just leave me here alone
 
Don`t blame me for telling lies
Read the secrets in my eyes
Don´t touch me I get cold
When you start to reach my soul
 
I´m a mother nature son
The countdown just begun
What we are is what we see
I´m just a wannabee
 
Don’t accuse me
 
I got some good good reason
To take the easy way out

The Perfect Family
 
She’s a one-woman army
A strategy-thinker
And a bitch
Who forces him to be
A career-builder
Who teach
Their children to be
What the parents only want to see
In the image of  The perfect family
 
He’s a double trouble-shooter
A stand-up comedian
And a jerk
She’s the family doctor
A person-healer
Who work’s
So hard to be
What the neighbors like to see
In the image of  The perfect family
 
Yes they are perfect
And they look perfect
And they fit so perfectly
In the image of The perfect family
 
Time-controller
Weight watcher
Low fat
Girls made for a catwalk
Boys for football
Knowing that
A perfect life in perfect harmony
Fits the image of The perfect family?
 
Yes They are perfect
 
And they fit so perfectly
In the image of The perfect family

Fat Boy

Fat boy so sad to day
Don’t know what to say
Fat boy  Fat fool
The world is evil the world is cruel
 
Fat Boy   Fat Boy  Fat  Boy
 
Fat Boy  in his sleep
Fat Boy out in the deep
Blue ocean of fantasy
No more pain no misery
 
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy
 
Fat Boy wants to see
The world as a place he likes to be
More than twisted lies
More than monsters in disguise
 
Fat Boy they let you down
Turned you to a sad eyed clown
Take away your confidence
Breaking you down at every fence
 
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy
 
Fat Boy you cry for help
Fat Boy you hide in yourself
Fat Boy running wild
Fat boy  lonely child
 
Fat boy so sad to day
Don’t know what to say
Fat boy  Fat fool
The world is evil the world is cruel
 
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy
Fat Boy  Fat Boy  Fat Boy fat boy

Love Had Never Been So Near
 
 
 SHE STEPPED IN TO HIS ROOM
FOUND HIM LAYIN LIFELESS ON THE BED
THE FIRST IMPRESSION THAT SHE GOT
WAS THAT HE WAS DEAD
HE DID`NT BREATH HIS SKIN WAS PALE AND WHITE
SHE GOT DOWN ON HER KNEES
AND TURNED HIM ON TO HIS SIDE
 
SHE SAID GOOD HELP ME WHAT CAN I DO
BETTER CALL THE AMBULANCE
A HEART MASSAGE COULD HELP HIM SOMEHOW
GOTTA GIVE HIM THAT CHANCE
SHE TRIES TO OPEN HIS EYES
BUT ALL SHE SEES ARE THE WHITES
OH MY GOD SHE CRIES
AS SHE KNELT THERE BY HIS SIDE
 
HE DON`T WANNA BE A GROWN UP MAN
HE STILL WANTS TO BE A BOY
LIVING IN HEES FANTASYLAND
PLAYING WITH HIS TOYS
 
HE FEELS HER TEARS  HE FEEL HER TEARS
A CLOSENESS NOW HE NEVER HAD
LOVE HAD NEVER BEEN SO NEAR
AS HE PRETENDED TO BE DEAD
 
LATER ON THE HOSPITAL
DOCTORS FINAL CONCLUSION
IT`S A DEEP-FELT LONGING A DEEP FELT NEED
A BEGGIN FOR ATTENTION
 
HE FELT HER TEARS HE FELT HER FEARS
A CLOSENESS NOW HE NEVER HAD
LOVE HAD NEVER BEEN SO NEAR
AS HE PRETENTED TO BE DEAD

Mother Destiny Child

Hang around  in   barrooms
Cheering with the guys
Playing  one-armed bandits
Rolling out the dice
 
find a man who pays her
beers -  Whiskey and wine
dancing nights  close to  him
walking down the line
 
My Mother used to tell me
I was born misunderstood
Someday she´s gonna  sell me
For alcohol and  fast - food
 
She keeps right on movin`
Down the road to hell
crazy  things she used to do
I never want to tell
 
Everyday she wake up
With worn out memories
-              Broken dreams
She puts the blame on me
I `ve seen it from my early days
Every time she starts to drink
She   goes -  her Wicked ways
Leaves me here to think
 
Is it  my responsibility
to watch her acting wild
Don’t leave me here in misery
a  mother  destiny child
 
She  always blames me
For things that  she does  wrong
Gives me a guilty conscience
Every hour all day long
 
wants me to be just like her
make the same mistakes
chains me like a prisoner
no matter what it takes
 
I wonder what she really is
never seen her true self
I See her face  in a bar-room glass
left out on the shelf
 
I´ve seen it from my early days..
Solo
 
when she goes all crazy
driving me insane
the devil in the bottle
give`s me so much pain
 
I `ve seen it from my early days...

Dirty Words

Hanging round the backyards
Standing on the corner of the streets
Painting on the walls
Talkin´ secret codes
What´s inside their heads
bad-mannered kids
 
Lady at the curtain
Is in no doubt
knows  for certain
what they  talkin` about
getting so upset
at the words they said
 
She can`t stand those dirty words
Uh uh those dirty words
Substitute for the love act
Found it so absurd
Words she´ll never mention
Don´t get her attention
She can`t stand those Dirty words
 
What will she do
If a child wants her to explain
Why boys and girls
Don´t look the same
She aint got the words
Only what she heard

All Because of Her Father
 
When you see her
You may recognize
A touch of a little girl
getting closer
you realize
a woman who rules the world
And by the time when you come to know her better
See her anger and her  tears
It’s a pattern of vendetta
That suddenly appears
 
All because of her father
- took away her will
All because of her father
- don’t allow her to be her-self
All because of her father
-  looking for revenge
All because of her father
-  a stranger to her-self
 
She’ll seduce you
Lighten up your gloom
Makes you feel curious
chain you
In her room
Let you know that she´s the boss
Like silent rain that changes to thunder
Love is changing to hate
You may wonder
You may hesitate
 
All because of her father
- took away her will
All because of her father
- don’t allow her to be her-self
All because of her father
-  looking for revenge
All because of her father
- a stranger to her-self

Wall Of Silence
 
You smile to me and say ‘how are you’?
I say, well all right, but what about you?
We lie to each other its no use to tell the truth
We are prisoners here and we’re all afraid to lose.
 
We are living in a system of jungle law.
Where life becomes a psychological war
We know some simple rules and basic moves
It’s you against me and it´s  Me against you
 
Got to keep on telling lies
Never break the wall of silence
Keep on wearing disguise
Stayin` wise ... close our eyes
And never break the wall of silence
 
The system will notice every step you take
You’re sure to lose if you make just one mistake
The only real chance you have for escape
Is to use blackmail, corruption and bribes.
 
We are silent people and we know this dirty game
But in our hearts we still got a burning flame
All  prisoners here in the name of humanity
We’re searching for life and still longing to be free
 
Got to keep on telling lies
Never break the wall of silence
Keep on wearing a disguise
Stayin` wise ... close our eyes
And never break the wall of silence
 
Those who got the power and make all the laws
Build them selves a tower - start a war
They keep you silent, thru’ torture and violence
They take control of you - inside your head
They got to know every word ( that ) you said
Depend on silence ...
Your wall of silence
 
Got to keep on telling.. .  .

Bluebird
 
There are Mountains and Oceans between us
But in my thoughts you are here somewhere
In my landscape of far away memories
I still can feel you in the air
 
Like a sound from a Martin forty-seven
The feeling of something shining through
And where ever you may be in my heaven
The sound of you will stop me feeling blue
 
Bluebird - Send me some Bluebird word
Fly me inspiration from your Bluebird world
Where the blind street musician
Playing a Bluebird tune
Deep in the heart of Nashville
In a Bluebird sunny afternoon